I don’t really wonder why Twitter has been very quiet today. It’s Holy Week and yes, most people in the Philippines is in hibernate mode while I am here sitting in the office, experiencing the same silence, only by letting time pass me by.
This is why I have no one to turn to but this blog. I noticed that it’s been quiet too. Looking at my archives, from 10 posts to 4 and down to 2 a month… Is this the right way to keep a blog? Well, I think I’ve just been too lazy if not been too choosy to share things. Anyway, there’s really not much of a change but I admit there are times that I wanted to write but chose not to because I am acting paranoid. I feel like someone I hate is going to read it (stupid. you’re writing in the web honey!). What I mean is, I only want my friends and family to read about this but uhm…. Ah… oh-kay… yah, forget this crap. I just wish that the day will come that I won’t be hesitant to write just about anything ‘coz that’s how it’s supposed to be. One day I’d be very free and forget that I was once a prisoner of fear of you or of hurting you.
Well for now, I hope everyone’s having a blessed peaceful Holy Week. As for me, I chose to stay and spend couple of days with my girl friends… it’s a chance to be a little quiet-NOT for sometime and spend some eve alone. Actually when I woke up today, I felt so rested. I kind of missed sleeping alone. I missed owning the space and having the cushion all by myself. Like I wanted this for a long time…
But don’t get me wrong okay? I’m not saying that I wanted to do this everyday, it’s just that sometimes, it feels really good to take a breather, it’s healthy; you know? And for sure, it’d light up the flame.
So there… and just to update, some random things before I go.
- There’s this test I’d have to take in 2 weeks time, I’m praying that I get the needed scores to pass.
- My blackberry screen got scratched and I want to kill myself with how much I have to throw for repair.
- Another year of love to be celebrated in few days… pretty excited about it!
- My baby sister was awarded 3rd honor in their class!
- My daughter bagged the Well-groomed and Most Behaved. So what if she didn’t get the academic awards, at least I know she’s prim and proper. 🙂 I’m proud of you baby girl!
- Found out that someone very close to me is sick, there’s really not much that we could do but with faith, I know that the will of God is always for the best.
- Uhm, been thinking where the hell could I get half a million php? I need it very very soon.
- A friend got her girlfriend unexpectedly pregnant. Maybe, going 3 months now and they’re getting married soon.
- I really have to shred a few pounds. I am feeling heavy and I do not like it plus I got some weddings to attend on my vacation so I really have to work it out.
You see? Life’s been a mix of good and unwanted news. There are things that you just have to go through and some that you will have to look forward to.
I hope from today, I’d be able to regularly update my blog with just about anything ‘coz every time I open my page, I imagine myself 10 to 20 years from now, happily reading and reminiscing. I hope I’d keep this in mind. (By the way, Happy April Fool’s Day! :smile:)
BEING BRATINELLA 