Hmm. Let’s see. Today is my last day of being 23. I can never go back to this day. EVER! Anu kayang magawang kakaiba?? With me working from 8am to 4pm today, arriving Mercato at 5pm planning to have my nails done and complete my grocery list, I think nothing is possible. Hehehe!
Well… I am becoming very thrilled about tomorrow. I have no extra-ordinary or out of this world plans but I don’t know… I’m just excited to claiming my very own happy day!
Sabi ko nga kay Hub, Birthdays have never really been a BIG THING for me but as I age, I have this urge to really feel the speciality of the day. Remembering previous years, I am content with just dining out or ordinary clubbing or spending the day spoiling myself with the activities I enjoy – salon, spa and shopping. And if I really feel like being a lazy ass, I could even let it pass like an ordinary day.
But now, I want to have a real good laugh, eat good food and enjoy the company of good friends and just you know… be extra happy. I even want to go swimming – my favorite thing in the world and feel the C to the E of the word CELEBRATE. Hehehe!
Over the course of my 23 years existence, I have lost some friends, I had closed my door to trusting as much people as I can, I had set my limits and I am guilty of being very choosy of whom to keep and sometimes, whom to be seen with. (Hehehe! Kala mo artista!) I am unlike Jeremie who could run as a Mayor for knowing each and every student back in St. Paul and I even look up to Stephen for being the “I-am-friends-with-everybody-here” man that he is. Sometimes I wish I could do that…
But then again, I guess this is one thing that I could never master. There are reasons why I don’t trust so much and why I have taped the thought of “People just come and go” in my mind. I choose friends coz’ I certainly am not the SUPER FRIEND of the year. I easily get annoyed with people who talks non-sense, who owns a very far-out world and I refuse to be anywhere near those that are extra-sensitive when I crack my pang-bully jokes. I am even more careful now as it is very clear to me, that in this world, you would have your share of “the-so-called friends”. Ugh. All junk! So let them be. I don’t care!
I want to think that in this age, I have known who my true friends are, some are yet to be known and I have opened this big door to having more experienced friends… I don’t wanna say “old” friends – let’s just say… they are those who have gone so much than I already have. Hehehe! Oh well, the circle I have right now holds a dear place in my heart and hopefully it will be filled with as many as them. After all, Life is about building relationships so better have the best. Right?
I wish my truest friends, BOS girls and family could be here with me as I celebrate tomorrow but they are obviously miles away. But I know they’d still make it special for me in their very own way. Hehehe! *FEELING*
I am glad though that I’ve already made my very own oh-ef-dub-yeah pool here so sing with me…
We’re gonna CEHHHHHHHHH-LEBRATE GOOD TIMES! COME ON!!
Yung mga wala dito, FLYING KISS nlng! And wait for the pictures I’ll post very very soon! 😀